oh my god, i have just browsed thorugh all my e-mails and oh my god i have just seen how many people were so nice to me on tumblr during the time i had spent still living with my parents - you people are so precious and honestly you have helped me so much to endure all the bullcrap and some of you even sent my cv (with only my secondary shool education in it) to the company you worked at and i have just realised how amazingly nice you guys were.
time honestly just passes so fast and i have already forgotten how tough it was to wake up at 3.40 am every saturday to go to work and how nice my classmates were (even though i was a depressed shitsack at the time) sending their notes from classes i could not attend because of work, how many times i spurted out all my hate on this blog and how many of you actually cared and wrote to me to just hold on
and i did and here i am! i’m still in progress but i feel like i am on the right way to self-fullfillment and i am honestly happier than ever, and it’s all partly thanks to you folks :) so THANK YOU
uni anecdotes on how stupid people are
i was on a seminar on friday on joyce and the professor asked all of us why we chose this particular course (which itself is quite stupid as many people just happen to be sorted in to a class) - anyway, there was this girl who said she chose this because of the teacher herself and not because of the topic, as she loathes modern literature - to the question to clarify this hatred towards it she said, "well, to be honest i think modern literary works are very dark and just weird - not something girls should read."
oh god i almost flipped the fucking table - it is very wise indeed to give less value to modern works just because they are more disappointed and struck by the structure of a world that resembles our age a bit more in context than the rest of the literary periods, you fucking piece of shit
finally i bought new earphones for my ipod and oh my god i just had the biggest eargasms in my life.
it’s so hard to let people go even if you know you are going to see them again in a couple of months
you know when you get real real close with folk and then you become aware how unlikely it is for you to ever be as close as you were, how unlikely it is that you meet someone who provokes the same feelings out of you in ten years or so
its almost like galaxies meeting and then separating again. i already miss my roomies so much.
so i am in my flat now! new adventures a’comin (ok, not too interesting but yeah, its exciting dammit)